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MY FIRST POST IN A BLOG NO-ONE KNOWS

today totally sucks. ACFC lost the match against hendy's team. sometimes i can't help but think there is a great great disparity between us in the team. okay. say for defense. victor shi and james in the middle. nice combination. but rb and lb = jonny and kenneth. thens when the opposition starts to pinpoint the weakness in our team. i really want to improve this team in ACFC. i got stamped by this giant guy from the opposition and my foot is like covered with studs. my jaws is also injured after the small indian zhammed me 2 times while trying to clear. a loss is a loss. i admit we just din't have any luck at all. we lost 2-1

courtesy of 2 OGs.

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really nothing to say sometimes. however hard i try to put my team back into the lead. i simply jus can't bring the performance of how i usually play. i guess this anxiety is breaking my mental thinking down. i play like a headless duck in search of the ball. i was really thinking that WHY. WHY did we lose this game at all. 1-0 up and complacency brought us down? i can't imagine it. 2 FUCKING OGs loses us this match. after the match i still had to cheer everyone up, putting on a happy face pretending like it was a match to gain experience. well. FUCK YOU. this lost really means our team is shit. after all. we lost to a team so crappy. okay enough shit

seeing poh's blog, i realise some stupid things. like why we wait for one girl. Have we ever wondered why at all? Think why we are so dumb to actually wait for a sms from that girl. but no. we are just deluding ourselves. maybe ACFC is cursed or whatever. for my case is real bad. the girl who likes me i dislike. the girl i like dislikes me. retribution? i guess so. ha ha

posted by colin @ 7:38 AM