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whatever i seem to do, i just can't seem to get it right. soccer, studies, relationships. my soccer can be easily overshadowed by a sunny day. my studies? for all the procrastination in the early parts of education, i'm actually now looking at something which i HOPE i can get in. relationships? hurhur. let's just call it a joke for now. when sometimes i do think of myself as happy-go-lucky, i really can't seem to fathom how some people ARE really THAT happy-go-lucky, right down to a kinda extremist level. like what one of my friend said, it's actually disappointing to have some things happening right now in a period of your life when you don't want it most. kinda sucks ain't it. i need a big big holiday outta my own confines....

posted by colin @ 10:17 AM