And so, this was the first ever saturday that i did not go for training at serangoon north. I spent the whole day wandering around my house aimlessly, dribbling the ball around and watching the people downstairs getting engaged in the beautiful game. I just miss training fuck.
No more DOTA in my computer, no games no nothing. Only thinking about my studies and
her all the time. Sometimes i feel that i don't know what i'm really aiming for in life. Perhaps just wasting as much time as i can, not daring to think about what the future lies ahead.
I really don't know la.
OH. I MISSED OUT ON TRUE LOVE!
You know those friendster bulletins usually posted up? I've always thought an eyesore of them and just now, my fingers click unwittingly on one of them posted by an old team-mate of mine whom everyone should know quite well. Yes. Sathia. DFC. Actually, i've always felt that it was some indirect intervention of sathia that made us form ACFC. yes. DFC, the original team from playing at 64A and battling the ITE-nians every friday, was actually made up of a bunch of students who had this passion for soccer everyday after school. However, soon 2 sides in the team started to form and it could be seen by the diversification of who was sitting at which table during recess. In anyway, i still want to thank him for playing an integral role in uniting ACFC to it's current glory, if there is even some. At the very least, it's in progress.
Anyway getting back to the friendster point. I can't believe how some people actually believe in those lameass dumb chainmails. Example..
What a galfren should do and a galfren shld doMessage: Message: guys: Put your hands aroundher waist firmly girls: lay your headback on hisshoulder and put your arms on his. Guys:whisperin her ear Girls: giggle Girls:whenever he tries tokiss you, don't just let him, kiss him back. ........Girls: When you want to cuddle with him, tell himyou're cold Guys: automatically move closer toher. (if your stupid then you'll either say "me too"or you'll give her your jacket... don't) Girls: Duringa movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt yourhead on his shoulder Guys: lift her chin up andkiss her. Guys: When she tells you she lovesyou, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck onthe lips, and tell her you love her too... and meanit. Girls:When you're both laying under the stars,put yourhead on his chest and close your eyes asyou listen to his steady heart beat Guys: whisperin her ear and link your hands with hers. Nowmake a wish about something you would like tohappen between you and your crush.... * ** ******* ***** *********** ********** ********* ******** ************* ***** **** *** ** * * ** *** **** ***** ****** *************** ********* ********** *********** ******************************* ****************** ********************************* *************** *************************** ************ *********** ********** ***************** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * * ** *** **** !***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ********************* ************ ************* ***************************** **************** ********************************** ******************* ***************************************** ************ *********** ******************* ******** ******* *************** *************************** ************ *********** ********** ***************** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * * ** *** ********* *********** ********** ********* ******** ************* ***** **** *** ** * * ** *** **** ***** ****** *************** ********* ********** *********** ******************************* ****************** ********************************* *************** *************************** ************ *********** ********** ***************** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * * ** *** **** !***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ********************* ************ ************* ***************************** **************** ********************************** ******************* ***************************************** ************ *********** ******************* ******** ******* *************** *************************** ************ *********** ********** ***************** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** ** *********STOP!! STOP!! STOP!! STOP!! -now copy andrepost this. if you don't you'll have badrelationships for 69 years by 12pm tonight ur 1true love will realize how much they want you. ifyou don't repost this, your life (not just love life) willhave bad luck forever !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *[ REPOST thetitle " "What a BOYFRIEND SHOULD Know and aGIRLFRIEND SHOULD do
This is the whole draft our OLD friend sathia posted. So, he's probably thinking that by reposting, his true love will realise how much they want him? AND... if he dosen't post up this bulletin he will have bad relationships for 69 years????
WOW. i should have done this REALLY REALLY LONG AGO. Who knows? Maybe 1 mail is = 1 true love. I've missed out SO many true loves. Damn.
Muahahaha.
well..
we were all brought up drinking milk, eat rice and other stuff etc. Have you ever imagined if you grew up in some tribal civilization, everyone ate shit and nothing else? Shit leh. not, hainanese chicken rice or what so ever. Means to them eating shit is a norm and basic necessity. Would you even think of voicing out shit is disgusting?
Just a random thought.School is becoming more and more of a monotonous way in my daily life. At the very least, nothing is going bad for now? well can't be sure for now. i seriously have no idea how to score for my o's this time round. An A2 for DNT seems impossible at the moment and a B3/4 for english looks more likely to be the case? damn. still undecided on my future.
To tell everyone something, I really hate to be blamed for something i did not do. If i did it i will probably go ahead and confess but if i did not, don't fricking flame me by putting words into my mouth.
i'm blogging but dunno what to blog about....
i hate to think of the future when we finish our o's. fuck
ytd lost to freestyle FC. ACFC consisted of me, teng, dom, lan, vic, ken, long legs and no more. others were all juniors. we lost 4-1. i thought my performance as CB was not bad, but i just found it hard to contain the indian striker. night went to swim at my mother's friends condo with my relatives. the food was WOW, super good. hahahaa
went to swim at WWW today. damn fun no hot sun and shit. pretty lot of neighbours around, including the girl at the OUH lala slide. hahaha. but then agn, no one matches her lol. maybe not cos no-one, but prob cos her beauty has alrdy blinded me? so therefore, to me other girls are just like ave, no matter how hot they are. lol. i think i'm kinda fucking dumb to be waiting so long, but i can't help it too. i think prob i can forget her only after 3247028370325 yrs. hahahaha. what a noob. colin ---> PAWNED
TODAY'S post
i haven't slept for more then 35 hrs already. nice. went to paddy's house to have a lil xbox party with the ACFC dudes. the party included poh, lan, dom, vic, jonny, kave, ken and me. our food included macas, chicken rice and a carton of 30+ cans of coke. wicked. haha. after that we watched Arsenal vs Liverpool which arsenal won 2-1. after that was all dota and xbox throughout the night. hahaha. i think i'm the only one who din't sleep
went back home at 6.30 after finishing my last we8 game with vic. changed, bathed and went to meet elina at 7.30. for the first time, i was so tired that i actually went to the remedial class to sleep. i did not even bother to talk to anyone or look at anyone, including her maybe cause i was really damn damn damn tired. after class went back to jonn'y house where we watched saw 2 and dodgeball. hahahahaha. dodgeball is seriously funny la. damn nice. lol.
just came back from church. 10.58am. also dunno what to do. wanna dota but no-one's online so dota what shit. nvm. blog on ytd's happenings
went to sn for training ytd. surprisingly, no NorthernerZ or oranges there at all. field and street were both empty. had some awesome training ytd as well, just that the sun was ABIT hot. after soccer we went to chill at the coffeeshop. from 1.30 to around 3.40. more then two hours of SweetTalk and crapping around. victor shi is fast bonding into the team well. in both football and crapping shit. haha.
went to sharylin's musical at night at SCGS. it was simply the same people, same cast, but different story. if you get my drag. simply Deja Vu all over again, but with a different storyline. hahaha. after the play, went to macpherson to eat western food. got home ard 12.
went to watch final destination 3 with elina, shinyi, lijie, samuel, wenjie , AL and his gal today
movie was good but only one and a half hour. quite a waste of money. came home wanting to go dom's house, but got pretty tired so decided to sleep. BYE
MY FIRST POST IN A BLOG NO-ONE KNOWS
today totally sucks. ACFC lost the match against hendy's team. sometimes i can't help but think there is a great great disparity between us in the team. okay. say for defense. victor shi and james in the middle. nice combination. but rb and lb = jonny and kenneth. thens when the opposition starts to pinpoint the weakness in our team. i really want to improve this team in ACFC. i got stamped by this giant guy from the opposition and my foot is like covered with studs. my jaws is also injured after the small indian zhammed me 2 times while trying to clear. a loss is a loss. i admit we just din't have any luck at all. we lost 2-1
courtesy of 2 OGs.
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really nothing to say sometimes. however hard i try to put my team back into the lead. i simply jus can't bring the performance of how i usually play. i guess this anxiety is breaking my mental thinking down. i play like a headless duck in search of the ball. i was really thinking that WHY. WHY did we lose this game at all. 1-0 up and complacency brought us down? i can't imagine it. 2 FUCKING OGs loses us this match. after the match i still had to cheer everyone up, putting on a happy face pretending like it was a match to gain experience. well. FUCK YOU. this lost really means our team is shit. after all. we lost to a team so crappy. okay enough shit
seeing poh's blog, i realise some stupid things. like why we wait for one girl. Have we ever wondered why at all? Think why we are so dumb to actually wait for a sms from that girl. but no. we are just deluding ourselves. maybe ACFC is cursed or whatever. for my case is real bad. the girl who likes me i dislike. the girl i like dislikes me. retribution? i guess so. ha ha
