.....

the thing that hurts me most is losing this precious friendship..

posted by colin @ 10:01 AM 0 comments

totally no mood to do anything. thanks to poh for the late night chat.. for trying to get rid of my depression. well... i wish sometimes dreams do come true.. yet. the certainty seems so far away.....

There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save

well.. i'm actually sorry about the last part.. sigh.

posted by colin @ 10:41 AM 0 comments

i'm really damn sad. haiz.

posted by colin @ 10:41 PM 0 comments

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LKymqZWxsuU&mode=related&search

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

posted by colin @ 12:02 AM 0 comments

prom was a failure/success? i also dunno man. lets just say i preferred the aftermath of prom night. shall update some pictures when i've recieved finished bell's 800+ mb size of photos.

posted by colin @ 10:25 PM 0 comments

i am damned bored nowed. fastered fastered passed two mored hoursed and i can goed outed! goed outed.

kinda empathic of the host to kick the chen in my team cause he was owning. but still he got owned. :D

posted by colin @ 9:03 PM 0 comments

seems very funny how everything we wanted to do, we would say, "wah.. after o's we must blah blah, blah blah!" and now... the day has finally arrived, yet i seem like a headless duck or lost puppy in the rain. like abit of no sense of direction at all. aiyah who cares. kinda sad bout some stuff, but. aiyah heck.

had some totally kickass awesome buffet @ tm. totally the sex. especially the ebi tempuras, WHICH i never ate before, is like S.E.X. hahaa. lx and yc took like one whole plate full and couldn't finish it. so funny how everyone was waiting for the deep frying to be read-ied. wouldn't mind doing it all over again someday. heh.

my o's are like so officially over, so if anyone has job recommendations or whatever... call me!!! :D

posted by colin @ 10:42 AM 0 comments

i thought i could break away from my emotions for at least 2 weeks.. seems evident that it's futile.

posted by colin @ 9:27 PM 0 comments

sian. hope tmr win toto. week's rest is over. looking to get back on intensive mugging for 7 more days! to freedom! hah.




















:D

posted by colin @ 9:40 AM 0 comments

omg. there is this damn cute kitten @ the alley near bell's house. it's DAMN cute la. i'm still thinking if i should adopt it. hahahaha. damn cute. anyway, can't wait for spidey 3 to come out. watched the trailer @ kenneth's blog and it seems awesome. 6 more months? heck i'll wait. :D

left with man utd. go and whip blackburn's ass.
and tonight will be a VERY VERY good one(not to forget tonight is already damn good). :D

posted by colin @ 10:15 AM 0 comments

a big THANK YOU to lim man man for helping out in my ELEMENTARY maths. His maths is certainly 2nd to none. not to mention the rest for help in other subjects such as the pickers of the toto ticket... kthxbye :D

posted by colin @ 9:50 AM 0 comments

wow. woke up @ 10 today to study geog. went to school to CONTINUE studying geog @ 1. hope i got my facts right for the paper. (: after geog paper at 4.30, went straight to maths tution with lx. wha. did paper 2(2) for the day.

wanna make it out in AB forum form.. but no simily faces. damn.

maths 1 ---> :D
s.s ---> :(
chemistry paper 2 ---> :( ( to the power of ( )
english ---> :D
physics paper 2 ---> :D
geography paper 2 ---> :)

tmr's maths paper 2 and CLB listening..

sian leh. really is sian




















5 12 14 17 22 29 Additional Number 6

so near... yet so far...

haiz.........

posted by colin @ 7:59 AM 0 comments

sex. my chemistry today is totally GG LONG AGO. damn.. hope my physics will pull it up. tmr's physics and english paper.. i'm super chiong-ing my physics alrdy, thanks to today's chem. i can't believe i took CO2 to have an ionic bonding.. wtf. think i was damn blurred alrdy. ionic bonding lor. 7 marks flew away la. nvm. tmr's physics should be better. at least i'm much better prepared. a few more chapters to revise through... alright back to PHYSICS for now. :D


Combined science C5/C6 ---> E8/F9?

-.-

posted by colin @ 9:03 AM 0 comments

o's has finally started today. as the saying goes, you pawn one, you get owned. alright maybe there isn't such a saying.. but thats what happened to my ss and e maths paper 1 today. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR GIVING NORTHERN IRELAND, EDUCATION SYSTEM AND WELFARE STATE AND MERGER/SEPERATION when.... i studied population, industrialisation AND good governance. sian. hope my SBQ will pull me up since my marks for SEQ are prolly all gone. bah. maths was alright la. tmr chem lor. surely GGHF one.. banking on my physics to pull it up big time. my chem is really really CMI la. lawl.

damn bad week also. keep losing $$. fuck. if my luck was good... my toto ticket would prolly be this...

Victor said:
Group 1 winning tickets sold at:1. Singapore Pools Branch - Tanjong Pagar - Blk 1 Tanjong Pagar Plaza #01-49/50 (1 QuickPick Ordinary Entry)

Victor said:
cb

Victor said:
Group 1 $1,491,922 1

Victor said:
lucky bastard

sian can. he buy 3.50, i also the same. why he get 1.4 million while i lose money? lol :(

my aims for o's are prolly..

english --> A2/B3
maths --> A2/B3 (seems a forgone conclusion cause they will SURELY moderate the marks.)
science --> C5/C6 ...? (chem is gg)
geography --> A2/B3
humans --> B3/B4
dnt --> B3/B4

L1r4 = 15
L1r5 = 18

Hope la... :D

posted by colin @ 9:07 AM 0 comments