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i am really feeling quite sad. fuck

posted by colin @ 11:01 AM 0 comments

sometimes i really wonder to myself, did i actually do any wrong by letting everything continue? i might be happy, who knows whats really going on on my mind, but seeing how this friendship is drifting away actually makes me quite sad. i really treasure this friendship. i don't want this to happen, trying ways to salvage the situation, but seems almost to no avail. we WERE good friends but now... fuck it.

posted by colin @ 10:30 AM 0 comments

AND, to think the previous post told everyone how much of a blurhead i was, to come 2 hrs earlier before the actual paper. TODAY... i reached school at 10 with my friend. AGAIN, the situation was damn similar, no one ard and stuff. i was thinking to myself, please dont let yesterday repeat itself. so i called sl and asked where was she. woo. THE PAPER STARTS AT 2.30 la. ZOMGWTFBBQSTINGYRAY. totally gg man. after that went for some pool at moberly with jin, then lunch and went with khair to rent a dvd at the lib. hahaa. damn funny, shows all the amazing misses and stuff. after my paper went down to town to meet bell lina jez and vicki for some cs. woo damn fun la. jez was quite good sia. elina and vicki managed to pick it up fast hahaha. after that went our seperate ways and i went out with lan to beach rd for some fishing stuff and dinner. too bad i can't fish tonight.. damn flu!

posted by colin @ 8:37 AM 0 comments

Haven been blogging for a while, kinda lazy. alot of things have happened but ya, same story, too lazy to put it down in words. heroes is getting really good, but the wait is abit the long, one week once, -_-. can't wait for eps 9 next week!

Slpt kinda late last night, so i practically dragged myself to school with my saftv paper at 10. whole mrt trip was sleeping all the way. damn tired. upon reaching, saw my old class, so i decided to loan xiuling's cargo bk 1st since i would would prolly be too lazy to meet her after my paper. THEN, i walked to my class. i was like, zomg where the fuck is everyone. am i damn late or what. tried to open the door but it was locked. so i called suan ling to ask if i got the place wrong. APPARENTLY, the paper starts at 12. -_-.
taufik also came at 10, so in the end we just went to the library to take a 2 hr nap HAHAHA. while i was sleeping i suddenly woke and gave a random loud burp. everyone was like looking ard and i just continued to sleep hahaha. yeah balls. one more paper to go tmr!

i want an abu garcia ultracast! maybe someone would like to get me the whole set-up. AND WOW. tmr everyones going to play cs. sex :D

posted by colin @ 12:39 AM 0 comments

i'm like supposed not to feel anything, but the sadness sorta just keeps creeping in.

posted by colin @ 10:05 PM 0 comments

a step back to reality

there's alot going through on my mind right now, but i just can't seem to put them down in words. perhaps, time will tell...

posted by colin @ 10:02 PM 0 comments