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the past few days were simply awesome.. too bad.. all good things come to an end.. how can i ever let you know how i feel towards you for the last time..? i don't know as well, just wanna say that i really love you alot. and i'm seriously gonna miss everything we all did and the precious memories.. i will never ever forget you..

posted by colin @ 2:21 AM 0 comments

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apologies for the out burst. haha

posted by colin @ 10:17 AM 0 comments

tell me about disappointment man. future's so screwed that i have no idea where to go since i'm not going anywhere. JAE's so screwed and spjae as well. mass comm eh? screw the damn commies who was p/o the group interview with me. so much for individual performance. bah. getting good results for english is one thing. getting a HIGH HIGH L1r4 is another. i think i'm gonna retake my o's as a private candidate if i can't get in my 1st choice of my JAE APPEAL. for the 2nd and 3rd choice, screw off. didn't imagine my o's would be this bad man. i don't seem to have a choice sia. wanna go in MI as last resort also get screwed by everyone (thanks for those exceptions who gave support). joke sia. poly still can minus CCA points. and i don't have a point to minus off at all. hur hur.

posted by colin @ 7:55 AM 0 comments

whatever i seem to do, i just can't seem to get it right. soccer, studies, relationships. my soccer can be easily overshadowed by a sunny day. my studies? for all the procrastination in the early parts of education, i'm actually now looking at something which i HOPE i can get in. relationships? hurhur. let's just call it a joke for now. when sometimes i do think of myself as happy-go-lucky, i really can't seem to fathom how some people ARE really THAT happy-go-lucky, right down to a kinda extremist level. like what one of my friend said, it's actually disappointing to have some things happening right now in a period of your life when you don't want it most. kinda sucks ain't it. i need a big big holiday outta my own confines....

posted by colin @ 10:17 AM 0 comments

i don't like the sort of feeling i'm having right now.

posted by colin @ 10:15 AM 0 comments